Username: Clownsaroundus
Ban reason: "Extremely poor use of Ahelp, berating staff and cursing them out despite attempts to de-escalate."
Length of ban: Indefinite
Ban Issue:
The ban is fair, but I would like a second chance or reduction
Events leading to the ban
Before hand several players were harassing me for one reason or another, I tried to make a report but due to the round ending soon. The next round another player then shoved me and I shoved him and it got into a dick measuring contest between us both for who was in line first. It escalated way out of hand on my part and I apologize. Players then threatened me with “dropping the soap in prison” (sexual assault) and other innuendos when I tried to report this once more, it was forgotten about due to unspecified reasons, I then wrongfully made another ticket insulting and beratting the admins, who were trying to help me and solve my issue but I did not allow them to do so. I continued to make threats against them personally in uncalled for statements regarding their own death.
Reason the ban should be removed
These words were hurtful and I hereby apologize and take full responsibility for my actions.
No matter the slights against me, it does not justify what I said. What I ask for is forgiveness from the involved admins so I can apologize directly. My mind these days is calmer and more sated by professionally prescribed medications which assist in quelling my anxiety that leads to me lashing out against those attempting to help me.
Alternate Accounts
Negative, I use VPNs but for my own safety.