Alright well, since you felt like pulling part of the ahelp out of context, I’ll start by pulling the whole thing and we’ll work our way through the issues.
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Server: Wizard’s Den Lizard [US West]
Stealth16: Why’d you kill the clown
Alainikus: he was just throwing bananas at everyone
Alainikus: I used my shotgun as a bartender
Stealth16: Press F1, reread rule 4.
Alainikus: I forgot
Stealth16: It’s in the first sentence.
Alainikus: bartender shotgun is loaded at the beginning with real rounds
Alainikus: dude i am telling you
Stealth16: It’s literally an example in the rules of what not to do.
Alainikus: please fix the thing with shotgun wih real rounds
Alainikus: DUDE
Alainikus: LISTEN YOU FUCK
Alainikus: HOLY FUCK!!!
Stealth16: What else would fit in the shotgun? Bananas?
Alainikus: bruh
Stealth16: What did you THINK it had?
Alainikus: beanbag
Alainikus: bro
Alainikus: ill just do a forum post to remove the real rounds from the shotgun for bartender
Stealth16: It’s not the game’s fault that you decided to shoot the clown lol
Alainikus: yes why the fuck is there real rounds
Alainikus: explain to m,e
Stealth16: Defending the bar. To shoot bad guys. Do you need me to explain to you the purpose of a shotgun
Alainikus: no
Alainikus: I said
Alainikus: Why the fuck
Alainikus: are there real rounds in the shotgun
Alainikus: Why
Alainikus: I expected beanbag
Stealth16: You didn’t even say anything to him. You just walked up to him and decided to shoot him- and we’ll give you the benefit of the doubt and say you were expected beanbag rounds
Alainikus: We were
Alainikus: We wanted him to drop the banana to stop making people trip
Alainikus: He didnt comply so i decided to beanbag him
Alainikus: but there was no beanbag
Alainikus: get it?
Stealth16: What do you mean he didn’t comply your first words were after shooting the clown
Alainikus: I didnt say anything but some janitors did
Alainikus: I was helping
Alainikus: We were following him
Alainikus: He didnt comply kept trying to trip us
Stealth16: Do I need to explain why firing at the clown without saying a single thing is not helping
Alainikus: I had the intention to then beanbag him
Alainikus: We did warn him
Alainikus: the fact i had my shotgun out and he didnt even fear was frp
Stealth16: Haha, alright.
Alainikus: what
Alainikus: so will you leave me alone
Stealth16: I’m gonna give you a few days to pull your head out of your ass.
Alainikus: No
Alainikus: I dont wanna get banned
Alainikus: I am just stating what my intention was
Alainikus: I obviously wont do it again
Alainikus: Please
Issue #1, which is not even pictured here, is that this is the third time you’ve been ahelped today, and it’s your 4th day playing since February. That’s a ridiculous rate of issues and it indicates a pattern of poor behavior. You say here that you have not made the same mistakes again. What two prior bans for RDM show me is that you have stayed exactly the same.
Issue #2 is the actual situation at hand. You killed the clown as a non-antag. Sure, you thought you were using non-lethal rounds or something. But it is not the game’s fault that you used lethal rounds on the clown. You definitely broke the proper conflict escalation part of rule 4, but I’d argue that you broke the common sense part of it as well. You also protested your arrest, saying that you “only” killed the clown. The things you mentioned in this ahelp were not the things you were telling the security officers. I’m willing, however, to chalk that up to a communication error, rather than something more malicious.
Issue #3 is the language you used. We’ve all been heated before, but you have a history of using improper and unacceptable language on SS14, including a ban and a warning (today!) for slurs. This indicates a separate pattern of poor behavior.
Issue #4 is the fact that you do not appear to understand the issue from the clown’s perspective. To the clown, you just walked up, pulled out your shotgun, and shot him without saying anything. You then decided to argue that it’s fail RP for the clown not to run away from you? You literally did not RP with the clown at all. It doesn’t matter if you intended to kill them or not. You walked up to the clown, popped two shotgun shells into them, and thought that was proper RP. I should not have to tell you why saying nothing to the clown and then executing them is not RP, but it appears I do.
If this case were in a vacuum, and you had not had a history, then there would only be two (maybe two and a half because you cussed at an admin) issues, and you would be appealing a 7 day ban rather than a permanent one. But the fact is that you do. And we’re much less lenient on people who have proven, multiple times, that they are not a good fit for this game. That’s the mountain you are having to overcome right now.
I hope that the transparency helps clear up any issues or questions you may have had. I genuinely am not sure what we’re looking for in this appeal to let you back in but “I’ve improved and I will continue to improve” and “I am a good roleplayer” are not the correct answers.