Please forgive my behavior.
JustaJanitor - Someone in science was very mean to me and others, so I decided in that moment to make the bad decision to blow him up.
Game ban.
Ban reason: Self antag, CLF3 bombed sci then disconnected.
Length of ban: Until appealed.
Events leading to the ban: This is my first real chemist round, it was very stressful and I had everyone yelling because I was going very slow (the mood of the server at the time was very tense and strange). Boss told me we need dex+ now, We have just received a large shipment of plasma from cargo, cargo told me science took it, which is ok. I walked into science, where I should have just went to the window in hindsight. I picked up a stack of plasma (they had four stacks strewn about) and the man in question said “you don’t need a fucking stack of plasma as a chemist get the fuck out.” This is where I made a bad decision. I went back to grab bomb materials, came back and he was being mean again, so I decided to bomb him.
I usually very vehemently follow the rules and get invested in the station, that day seemed very odd there was a lot of self antag behavior and I DEFINATELY did not help the situation. I didn’t feel good at all afterwards which is why I disconnected, I just wanted to have a good game, and I realized immediately that I denied him and likely others a good game by doing that.
Reason the ban should be removed: I made a very bad decision in a lapse of judgement, I became the thing I dislike greatly. I do not feel good about my actions and I wish to make amends. I apologize to the players, and you, the admins.
