Username: Popaylano
Ban reason: Appeal for homophobic slurs
Length of ban: Indefinite
Ban Issue:
The ban is fair, but I would like a second chance or reduction
Vote Opt-Out: false
Events leading to the ban
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The chain of events was actually quite funny for anyone watching from the outside. While I don’t remember every detail of the incident, I do recall the last 10-20 minutes clearly. As a salvager, I was patrolling space when I spotted the lone operative and began chasing him. I reported the situation to security, and this led to a 10-minute-long chase. Shortly after, a Dragon began attacking the station, and the EVAC vote was passed.
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So, in the end, there is an evac coming in 10 minutes, a surviving operative, and a dragon. In this situation, while I was trying to return to the station, one of our cargo tech friends, who didn’t know how to pilot the shuttle, kept spinning and crashed into me. Just then, a solar flare occurred, cutting off all power sources, and we were dragged 3000-4000 meters into the depths of space.
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Up to this point, the situation was still somewhat manageable. However, while they attempted to leave me stranded in the middle of space, I somehow managed to catch up to the shuttle and attempted to reach the evac using FTL. In the end, we made it, but…
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With just 10 seconds left until the evac departed, I jumped from the shuttle and entered the airlock, with the Dragon following closely behind me. I then exited, but this time, the friend piloting the shuttle trapped me between the shuttle and the evac walls. I was unable to move and had to fight the Dragon, and at that moment, both the Dragon and the evac disappeared, leaving me stranded in space.
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At that point, I thought, ‘At least I’m still alive.’ I decided to return to the shuttle to see if I could revive anyone who might still be on the station. But then the lone operative arrived and gunned down both me and the other friend in cargo.
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After all of this happened, I was incredibly angry but still trying to stay calm. However, I also wanted to blame someone (and this was my biggest mistake—looking for a scapegoat). Everything I had tried to do had spiraled out of my control, and no matter how much effort I put in, I couldn’t fix anything. In the heat of the moment, I decided to lash out at the cargo technician friend, whose only ‘fault’ was not knowing or playing the game well enough. What I truly wanted to say was, ‘The way all this unfolded is your fault, you idiot.’ But in my anger, I couldn’t even articulate these thoughts clearly and instead blurted out, ‘slur removed from me this time.’
Looking back at the incident, I realized that my biggest mistake happened in the 6th part. Ultimately, I chose a scapegoat and directed my frustration toward them. If I had simply said, ‘Everything was really fun, but you should practice using the shuttle,’ and laughed it off, we could have had a much more enjoyable experience.
Note: While narrating all these events, I had to use a translation tool because I needed it if I wanted to express myself fully.
Reason the ban should be removed
These days, my only wish is to come home and experience the classic events of wiz with my work fatigue, but unfortunately, I am unable to do so.
I used a word without fully remembering its absurdity and meaning. I understand that this suspension serves as an appropriate deterrent to remind me of my mistake, and I am certain that I will now remember that the word I used is not equivalent to being “stupid.”
Even though I used AI as a translation tool to explain myself, I was further penalized for doing so.
All of this has kept me away from the game for 1 to 1.5 weeks. If you would allow me, I would like to return to the game and play in a more respectful manner toward the community, with a better command of English.
Alternate Accounts
Popaylano